Stomach related issues could be due to issues with the masculine growing up, in your past relationships, and now having has to step into your masculine. I had many impressions driving home prior to our reading together that led me to believe that there was a blockage in your Solar Plexus Chakra, the area above your belly button near the stomach, that could potentially be causing stomach issues as well as overthinking or stress in the mental headspace since this area is also connected to our thoughts. It will be helpful to periodically take part in Reiki Healing, energy work, or any other self-care that will allow the blockage with this area to release. Patterns of abandonment have continued to reveal themselves through relationships and there is a lack of depth in romantic connections that never quite seem to go back the surface level. We discussed how due to relationship with Dad, there may be an underlying feeling of needing to earn love and needing to over-protect yourself. This is a common coping mechanism when we feel abandoned, emotionally, mentally, or physically, by the primary masculine in our life, and can cause us to be the protective masculine for ourselves. This may cause a fear of trusting men and never quite feeling safe to let your guard down in relationship. Even if it's scary, it will be important to practice letting your guard down through the act of loving yourself fully enough to step more into your authentic self without fear of rejection or judgement. There is a great potential to move in the future, but this is currently an in progress topic and there is not definitive location yet. This may include a partner, but other factors will need to align first. Finally, we discussed the strong connection with Bobby and how it will be important to be vulnerable should this connection re-kindle. This is a powerful connection with the potentially for both parties to learn from one another if they are willing to be vulnerable. At this time, it is likely that you will be the one to reach out to him but you should only do this is you feel guided to. Allow your intuition to show you the perfect time and don't rush this. Your priority going into the new year is to pour into yourself. You have done a tremendous amount of work on yourself and spirit continues to support you as you gain new perspectives and learn more about yourself. Lean into your heart and allow your awareness to show you what needs to be released!
Themes That You Are Working On
Patterns of Abandonment by the Masculine- allow yourself to step more into the feminine by trusting yourself, others, and the divine plan for your life.
Actions to Focus On:
Consider Reiki, energy healing, and other holistic modalities as a solution to support stomach health and wellbeing.
Taking action to love yourself fully and recognize your greatest qualities. Show these to others in your day to day activities and fully step into the most authentic version of yourself without fear.
Practice trusting and listening to your intuition. By doing this with small activities, you will better be able to hear it when the big ones come up.